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 Luke Allan
Ursula Cheng
 Carolyn Angelo
Tobias Cook
 Tom Benn
Kirsten Cowie
 Emily Bone
Andrew Denholm
 Sarah Christie
Elizabeth Stewart
 Jack Clark
Eileen Glass
 Edward Keeble
Imogen Scott
 Kerrick Newstead
Anette Fritsen
 Laura C-Harries
Lindsay Grime
 Daisy Dawes
Alison GlanvilleJones
 Sam Elliot
Laura Darling
 Martin Gaston
Gillian Kirkland
 Mary-Caitlin Hentz
Sarah Tanat-Jones
 Kirsty Kelly
Jaimie Lane
 Miranda Jackson
Trine Mangernes
 Ailish McA Green
Lindsay McBirnie
 Gina Mortlock
Lucy McCririck
 Richard O'Brien
Elizabeth Walker
 Vidur Nauriyal
Sophie Newell
 Sophie Playle
Marc Noble
 Kirsty Smellie
Fiona Purves
 Frankie Taylor
Genevieve Ryan
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It's a miracle he's alive they all whisper, thank goodness we found
him. They quietly sip their tea in my living room, waiting for the
next applicant to arrive. This used to be my favorite room before my
wife decided to redecorate. Now it's a ridiculous tornado of pink
dust-ruffles and grinning china cats. I
prefer the warmth of my bed, the plaid flannel sheets, the
fishing trophies on my bedside table, the view of the stream behind
our house. My leg throbs and I try and scratch an itch under my cast
with a small piece of wire I found upstairs. My impatient children
have scheduled all ten interviews for this afternoon, they have jobs
and families to get back to. But I cannot be left alone. I am fragile,
like a tiny icicle
dangling precariously over their heads They have no desire to
watch me come crashing to the ground.The smell of fall comes through
the open window in waves. I inhale the smell of rain, of leaves
beginning to sink into soil, the crisp wind blowing away the last bits
of summer. Silo barks at the open window as another homely middle aged
woman in loafers waddles up to the front door. She turns up her
bespectacled nose as she enters the room. "I don't 'do' dogs," she
announces in disgust. My daughters sigh and Silo begins to growl. I
look at my wristwatch and squint, trying to decipher the time. The
minutes seem to slip away like molasses, I am bored. I lie and tell
the nurse I like her faded gingham dress. The face of my watch is
scratched from wear, on the inside is engraved June 16, 1984, the day
I retired from the quarry. I close my eyes and try to remember that
day. How I would have loved to keep working
forever, to be useful, to be whole. The sun warms my resting eyelids
and dances on my wrinkled cheeks. It hurts to feel broken.
TEXT by Mary-Caitlin Hentz
+ IMAGES by Sarah Tanat-Jones |
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